Innocents

We don't get to choose who we become, our choices and decisions are what make us who we are today.
 God's plan is perfect, we do doubt, scream, kick and bite to go our way, God knows what's best and it's best to let go to God.
Things can be colorful and bright some days, and so black and white on others; you never know which side of me you'll get.
Psalms 139:14  has been my favorite verse since I was old enough to understand and acknowledge God and the Bible.

I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
    your works are wonderful,
    I know that full well.

We are not great people, sin has corrupted the perfectness God had made us.
Keep your eyes open cause Satan comes in the night.

John 10:10
 A thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full.

Now, on a happier note this Sunday I am getting baptized at my youth group.
The verse that will be with me in my mind is:

Esther 4:14
    ^"For if you remain silent at this time, someone else will save the Jews, but you and your father’s family will perish. And who knows, you may have been chosen queen for such a time as this?”

I am so scared and nervous to share my story beyond my family and certain friends.
I want to represent my life and my story in a way where you can see God shine through me and everything I do.
From this moment on I want to Love fully, have Hope and Joy.

 For once in my life I've felt like I belong, God has given and provided exactly what I needed at the right moment. 
I will end with one of my favorite songs! 

 What if You would've never sent Your Son
What if You held back Your love
It would be so different there would be no hope for us
But that's not the way it all went down
We're covered by mercy now
Could've found us guilty but You chose to save us

We are, we are, we are innocent
We are, we are blameless
'Cause You take all the shame
And You wash it away
'Til we are, we are innocent

You make us, You make us, You make us innocent
You make us, You make us, You make us innocent

So we can finally rest tonight
We can finally say goodbye
To the past that held us
To the fear that ruled our lives
I know we're gonna fall sometimes
Nobody's got a perfect life
Could've found us guilty but You chose to save us

We are, we are, we are innocent
We are, we are blameless
'Cause You take all the shame
And You wash it away
'Til we are, we are innocent

You make us, You make us, You make us innocent
You make us, You make us, You make us innocent

We are dancing 'cause we know we're Yours
You are, oh, You're what we're living for
We were lost, oh yea, but now we're coming home, we're coming home

You make us, You make us, You make us innocent
You make us, You make us, You make us innocent

We are, we are, we are innocent
We are, we are blameless
'Cause You take all the shame
And You wash it away
'Til we are, we are innocent

You make us, You make us, You make us innocent
You make us, You make us, You make us innocent

You make us, You make us, You make us innocent
You make us, You make us, You make us innocent